I have been depressed for quite a few years, and as of late, strongly considering suicide. I am tired of the pain. I also suffer from social anxiety. I have a plan and I will follow-through with it. I don't know why I'm really here. Maybe I need a good reason to stick around. I am not the kind of person that fits in anywhere because of my social anxiety. I have very few friends. I see very little of my family because we are not close at all. I feel this constant pain, fear, emptiness and by ending it all I would finally be at peace, which is what I want. This is my life in a nutshell.