My name is Kayla im new to SF and im really lost right now. Im scared im 8 months pregnant with my second child and I feel like the world is crashing all around me. Its hard to brethe, its hard not to cry all day, its hard to get out of bed and I can;t do it anymore. I can't talk to my husband or my family, I hae no one to talk to that understands its more than a bad mood. I try so hard to be normal but I can't even stand myself. Im a cutter and I try so hard to control my habits for my daughter but its getting worst I don't eat I don't sleep I dont socialize I just exsist and Im tired of it.