New to the site- not new to pain.

Discussion in 'Welcome' started by Isabelle-b, Jun 22, 2008.

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  1. Isabelle-b

    Isabelle-b New Member

    I'm isabelle, and i have joined this forum because i have lost the ability to communicate what i really feel to the outside world.
    I have had suicidal thoughts, and depression for as long as i can remember. Yes i have some happy memories, but all in all the bad, the horrid and the heartbreaking memories out weigh the good.
    I have been alot better the past 18 months (i found love)...but its slipping away (he is in the navy and recently moved interstate) and all the old feelings are taking over.
    To be honest the only reason i am alive is because of three very special people- mum, dad, and brother. My family have been through so much, i lost a sister at age three (she was very young and i don't remember it) but how can i allow them to loose another daughter. They love me so much. I found it almost overwelming. I wish they wouldn't. If they didn't care, i wouldn't have to endure life.
    I was never meant for this world. I feel to much. I cry un-normal amounts.
    I wish the pain would go away.
     
  2. fromthatshow

    fromthatshow Staff Alumni

    Welcome to the forum. :arms:
     
  3. gentlelady

    gentlelady Staff Alumni

    :welcome: to SF. I am glad you have a reason to keep you here. Family is a powerful reason to stay. Take things one day at a time. Things don't have to stay this way for you. I hope you have better days ahead. :hug:
     
  4. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    welcome to the forum :hug:
     
  5. Lead Savior

    Lead Savior Well-Known Member

    Welcome to the forum
     
  6. butterflies32

    butterflies32 Well-Known Member

    Heya,

    Welcome to the forum...I hope you feel like you are able to communicate on here. If you ever want to chat...

    Sam
    x
     
  7. beauutyy

    beauutyy Well-Known Member

    welcome to the forum<3
     
  8. Insignificant

    Insignificant Account Closed

    :welcome: to the forum. this really is an amazing place to vent. we're here for ya. please take care
     
  9. nagisa

    nagisa Chat & Forum Buddy Staff Alumni

    Welcome to SF, Isabelle. :hug:
     
  10. *dilligaf*

    *dilligaf* Staff Alumni

    Welcome to SF
     
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