Basically i've been taking painkillers somehow hoping that they'll ease my sadness. Ridiculous and stupid I know, I have antidepressants for that ffs! Ive also started drinking quite a bit of alcohol. I drink it in the day, just knock it back in the hope that it'll numb things. Tonight things got too much and I ended up burning myself. I burnt myself over a scar from a previous burn (that required lots of treatment). It doesnt really hurt or anything, its like half the size of the palm of my hand and it's just white and feels like leather. I cant feel anything when I touch it. Is that a bad sign?