New to this site, I wanted somewhere where I can write my emotions. Expressing oneself helps a lot. I was born with a clef lip, which makes it difficult to be accepted by many, especially the opposite sex. I was a popular kid in high school, with high self esteem, but it all vanished once in college. I went to school with numerous kids from high school, a lot of them female. I no longer fit in, I no longer am accepted. My friends have all but moved on with their lives meeting new people, while i am stuck here relishing in the past. I am here at this forum because of a girl, not just any girl. The one. Time heals all wounds I fell like, but pain clasps within, never to be forgotten of the once promising times that once laid ahead.