like everyone else here, for all sorts of reasons i too want to end it all. my main reason is i cant change my circumstances, my life situation is crap and unchangeable, it does not move away from being bad, no matter what i do to try and change life. i dont think there really is any point in going on. I have always feltthat it would endthis way. I have a plan. And a note. Which does not meananything. because no one will read it unless i put it online and then people would just laugh anyway. When hope is no more, the soul just gives up.