Where to begin? I can't take my own life because no one would look after my dog. I don't have any family or children. I want to die in a blaze of glory, rather than in some bag to be collected by the council and put in an unknown grave. I am just waiting till my dog dies of old age before I go to hell. If I am so attractive why is everyone scarred of me? I never feared death and will not fear it to this day. It would help though if some babe could see through my aggressive persona and just tell me I was special. What am I wasting my time for anyway.