Next Step?

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by xXWhateverItTakesXx, Jul 16, 2008.

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  1. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    I feel so low at the moment, it's quite unreal. I have been feeling like this for quite a while now. Everything has just got worse. Being at home nearly 24/7 with..him, is enough to make anyone suicidal. Something inside of me, has just snapped and I don't want to be here anymore. I know my future is going to be no better it not worse then what my life is now.
    I was always told I could leave home at 16, hence why I am still alive. But, everyone just laughed in my face, saying I can't because I have no money. So that's screwed up. And that has been my only hope since December. I'm so fed up with life, and getting put down every single day, by my own family. I want to go back to that dream, where I at least felt loved a little bit, and where I was being hugged and cared for.

    Lets see how the night goes...
     
  2. innocencexisxlove

    innocencexisxlove Well-Known Member

    :hug: i'm so sorry.
    keep holding on..

    miricles can happen :smile:
     
  3. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    Have you already moved out? Sometimes you have to just jump in with both feet and then sort things out. He's not abusive is he? I lived on the streets for two years until one day a truck driver took two potshots at me. It was then that I joined the Marine Corps. It was tuff at first. Boot camp sucks, the only way I made it thru was by keeping my mouth shut and doing what I was told. Have you found a job yet? If your working then you might check your newspaper for studio apts., Or even a room for rent. It sounds to me that you need this seperation in order to regroup yourself. If you are under 18 you can go to court and request to be imancipated. Then no one can tell you what to do. You also can get govt. help financialy to help put a roof over your head. Keep communicating so we know how you are doing.Take Care...:chopper:
     
  4. xXWhateverItTakesXx

    xXWhateverItTakesXx Forum Buddy

    Well I'm not 16 for 11 days yet, so I'm still living at home.

    Yeah, he is, very. And not just to me. But I had no proof by the time I talked to someone, and he just rubs it in. I can't get a job till I'm 16 really. So it's just a matter of waiting I spose. But as soon as I can move out, I will. I'm sick of being used/abused in this house.
     
  5. Anime-Zodiac

    Anime-Zodiac Well-Known Member

    It will take time but firstly concentrate on your education unless you don't want to go down that route, otherwise as soon as your 16, apply for a job and start getting the money in and saving up until you can move out.
    You can still make your dreams come true.
     
  6. Stranger1

    Stranger1 Forum Buddy & Antiquities Friend

    When you get the money to move out, I would look for a studio apt. they are cheaper and alot of times they can be pretty cozy. Keep talking to us ,especially if he abuses you again. I can never figure out why people do that kind of shit...I would go to your social services office and apply for what ever help you can get. Remember we are here for you!:chopper:!
     
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