I feel so low at the moment, it's quite unreal. I have been feeling like this for quite a while now. Everything has just got worse. Being at home nearly 24/7 with..him, is enough to make anyone suicidal. Something inside of me, has just snapped and I don't want to be here anymore. I know my future is going to be no better it not worse then what my life is now.
I was always told I could leave home at 16, hence why I am still alive. But, everyone just laughed in my face, saying I can't because I have no money. So that's screwed up. And that has been my only hope since December. I'm so fed up with life, and getting put down every single day, by my own family. I want to go back to that dream, where I at least felt loved a little bit, and where I was being hugged and cared for.
Lets see how the night goes...
I was always told I could leave home at 16, hence why I am still alive. But, everyone just laughed in my face, saying I can't because I have no money. So that's screwed up. And that has been my only hope since December. I'm so fed up with life, and getting put down every single day, by my own family. I want to go back to that dream, where I at least felt loved a little bit, and where I was being hugged and cared for.
Lets see how the night goes...