Hello, the name is Samie. In junior high I had a very hard family life, it was really unbearable. I was very depressed and sucked myself into the internet to get away from reality. I was at a very dark point at this time and realized that life must not be that bad if other people can live it so easily. In 8th grade I told myself that I would give myself till twelfth grade to see if life gets any better and if it still is awful, I would kill myself. Well, I am in twelfth grade now and I really have not seen very much good. Life was better at some points, but last year something happened and now I really tired of going through this life. I am really sick of it. Anyways, I hope this forum will help. Sorry if I breached any rules, if so I really didn't mean to.