I think the decision seems pretty easy, but its not, its really not.
When you ask pain or peace - sure - we'd all choose peace, definitely.
I know what its like when things feel like they will never change and when I've said to myself whats the point as I'm going around in circles all the time. And at those times - yes peace would have been good and I was close.
But when I hung on, the days after weren't so bad. It wasn't pleasant, but not quite as dark.
Can you get in touch with some friends or similar today? Can you get out and do something?
What can we all do here to help you today?