night night

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by cookiemonster, Apr 6, 2010.

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  1. cookiemonster

    cookiemonster Banned Member

    love you all :wub:
     
  2. Sapphire

    Sapphire Well-Known Member

    Why say "night night"? What do you mean?
     
  3. cookiemonster

    cookiemonster Banned Member

    i can't do it anymore
     
  4. Sapphire

    Sapphire Well-Known Member

    That's what you said earlier and you were wrong then. :)
     
  5. cookiemonster

    cookiemonster Banned Member

    only so much i can be wrong about
     
  6. Sapphire

    Sapphire Well-Known Member

    Have you rowed today?
     
  7. cookiemonster

    cookiemonster Banned Member

    not yet - i'm going later though its been making me feel more shit this last week
     
  8. Sapphire

    Sapphire Well-Known Member

    Aww, that's too bad. Is the weather any good at least? It's nice and sunny here. :)

    I see people row sometimes here, as well. They go into the canal in the middle of the city. haha It seems like fun. :yes:
     
  9. Rukia

    Rukia Well-Known Member

    :hug:
     
  10. cookiemonster

    cookiemonster Banned Member

    weather isn't so good. i've lost my ability to do everything
     
  11. Sapphire

    Sapphire Well-Known Member

    I second that.

    :hug:
     
  12. cookiemonster

    cookiemonster Banned Member

    thank you both :hug: not much i can do now though. i've failed
     
  13. Sapphire

    Sapphire Well-Known Member

    Things are bound to turn around sooner or later. You're 17 for heaven's sake. Do you really think you're going to feel like this for the next 50-60 years? Come on.

    Why can't just look at it this way; on the very short term (i.e. tomorrow, next week or next month) things are unlikely to be dramatically different. So why not accept things the way they are for now and know that in a year or two things will be very different?

    In the meantime, you've got us to talk to and your rowing and your IRL friends and all the other positive things in your life to hold on to. It's a matter of when things will get better not a matter of if they will get better.
     
  14. cookiemonster

    cookiemonster Banned Member

    i just can't do it anymore and i shouldn't be here.
     
  15. Sapphire

    Sapphire Well-Known Member

    Then stop doing it and start relaxing more. And you definately should be here. :console:
     
  16. cookiemonster

    cookiemonster Banned Member

    i have too much pressure on me to perform in life and on here i hurt people
     
  17. Sapphire

    Sapphire Well-Known Member

    You can only do so much. Just set goals for yourself and try to achieve 'em. Don't listen to people who try to push you to do more than you think you can handle.

    And I've never seen you hurt anyone here? :dunno:
     
  18. cookiemonster

    cookiemonster Banned Member

    i have hurt people. its just you've never heard about it. i'm horrible and i can't stay here as long as i might upset people. i've no real purpose but to cause conflict and i should go
     
  19. Nerve

    Nerve Well-Known Member

    maybe not :) move away from the people you have hurt. Start a new life maybe?
     
  20. cookiemonster

    cookiemonster Banned Member

    i want to but people keep stopping me, telling me its a bad idea. its part of the reason i have problems with staying on here
     
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