Guardian of the Human Spirit
I am going through a difficult path in life where there is major change in terms of the direction of my future and I am drown in a financial crisis I can never solve. I was crying almost all day for about 3 weeks, with suicidal thoughts and felt really lost, empty, guilty. A few days after the 'storm', I felt a little bit more calm but still I know I am left with all those problems. Then, I started getting nightmares for a week and would wake up in horror. All the bad events in my life manifested in my dreams, each day a different one. At this time, in the morning, I wasn't thinking or ruminating about these sad and distressing events and was happy somewhat but these nightmares crept onto me at night, often waking me up, feeling so lost, confused and upset. Never in my life have I had a string of nightmares that are so closely linked to real life events before, one after another for a week, and I don't know what sparked that. Anyone felt this before?