I have no memory of being sexually abused.. Yet recently I've had a few different nightmares.. I'm.. Not sure how much I'm allowed to post about it here (As I've prob not posted in this section).. But when doing things on my own it seems to be triggering "pain attacks" and.. I just went for a walk a few minutes ago to try and calm myself and almost broke down crying on my walk.. :cry:
I'm.. not sure what to do with this.. I guess I'm going to talk to my therapist Monday.. But going for a walk I realized how alone I really am with this.. No one to call.. No one that I can talk to really.. :blub:
I'm.. not sure what to do with this.. I guess I'm going to talk to my therapist Monday.. But going for a walk I realized how alone I really am with this.. No one to call.. No one that I can talk to really.. :blub: