Hey hopeless13 - hope you are feeling a bit better today or tonight or whatever it is were you are.
I do hope you are OK though - because it worries me when I see you misspelling words.
Or is it your sleeping pills - as I recall they are apo-alpraz which is a benzodiazepine.
In other words, watch how many you take!
And yes, people here are so good - and we will keep up the good work which means hoping you are feeling good.
Good luck friend.