Hi guys and girls. Good forum you have here. I have decided to use the word "cake" to represent "sex" temporarily. I mean, they're quite similar aren't they? Anyway, I have had suicidal thoughts on numerous occasions over the last five years or so. There have been two main reasons for these thoughts: 1. Not getting things I would like to get (i.e. cake, a decent job, a bit of peace etc) and getting miserable about it. 2. A recurring pattern of thoughts which suggest that life is pointless, meaningless and often miserable or painful for lots of people. The conclusion I then reach is that even if I do get some cake it will eventually lead to me forcing a new person through the same load of pointless nonsense that I'm moaning about now (i.e. life). Recently I decided to try a different approach. Instead of being suicidal, why not be celibate? Then I can live in accordance with my principles and never risk inflicting life on some poor soul. This stance might be somthing to hold on to when I'm feeling miserable. Does anyone else feel like trying this idea? Thanks for reading. Steven.