:dry: I guess I don't really have a choice, but cutting down a whole lot on alcohol as well as hashcookies :dry: When I was in hospital this past night, my housemate went into my room and searched it through and took all alcohol-bottles and drug-like things away. They did leave my knife thank god. At first he had taken that away too, but then my friend chrissy explained to him that I couldnt stop with it all at once, and that I wasnt ready to stop with the selfharm yet. So he put the knife back, thank god. And I cant sneak any alcohol in anymore, because they are like checking on me every hour. Looks like they don't trust me in my room on my own anymore :sad: I know it's probably for the best and they only do it cos they care but still.. dunno..