Last week I managed to take xxxxxxxxxx Lucky me, my boyfriend decided to plan a "Surprise" for me and found me laying on the ground nearly passed out (earlier that week I had donated blood so I was still low). Or passed out. I honestly don't remember most of it. Have you ever had to take activated charcoal? That shit sucks. It basically makes you throw your butt up and then some. And black vomit is nasty. My liver is going to be messed up for probably the rest of my life, there is a giant red slash down my arm joining the rest of the scars, my boyfriend is afraid to even just let me go to the bathroom by myself, and I'm being forced into therapy again. Beyond that, I had to spend 3 days in a mental institution for psych evaluation before my parents made a deal to make me go to therapy if it meant I could stay home. I hate therapy. It makes me so mad. They always stick me with a scrub that says dumb things. Almost a week later and nothing's changed besides my throat slowly getting better from all of that vomiting.