I have no energy to live. Everything seems so dificult and boring. I no longer can love another being.* I have been depressed most of my life. I have been on antidepressants for the past 8 years but discontinued in January. I feel that I cant *recover from the end of my marriage that happened 2.5 years ago. I made the decision to end it and now i can not cope with the feelings of guilt. I have been making a mistake after another since. I lost everything slowly.* I feel so stupid and weak when I read some very tragic stories on this site.