This site has helped me a lot so I am once again turning to it to alleviate my growing anger. I no longer have any escape from my depression and anger. It finds me on good days, surrounds me on the days I just give up fighting. and now is in my dreams. I dont recall ever dreaming about what i was depressed and angry about until now. normally a nap can help to neutralize my mood or help to relax me but not anymore. I honestly just want to stop all cognitive thought at this point. its so tiring, but what are you supposed to do when you cant even avoid your tormentor in your dreams.