Hi, I'm 38 and have suffered from social anxiety, agerophobia and depression most of my life. I've never been able to get a job the most I managed was voluntory work and courses. That was one of my better times when I had support from a support group. :biggrin: Everyday, I constantly think of suicide. I wish I had the courage just to get it over with. I'm constantly anxious for most of my day. I even wake up anxious and depressed. Life sucks, I don't enjoy anything anymore. I used to get pleasure from playing computer games. I don't even enjoy that anymore. So what's the bloody point of it all? I'm trying to use C.B.T. at the moment, it helps a little sometimes, but I'm just so bored and can't seem to enjoy anything. I wish I could just kill myself and get it overwith, but I don't want to cause people financial problems or grief. But the bloody pain is just unbearable.