Everyone I talk to, and everyone here has some reason for their depression. They were abused, or lost someone close to them, or had some traumatic event. Me? I have no excuse. I have a great family. I have enough money. I've never been abused, never been through a traumatic event... So why am I so depressed? Why do I want to die right now? I feel like I am just... fake. Like I don't even deserve to feel depressed. I just should feel numb... kind of like I feel right now. Felt depressed earlier... but now... just... want to die. But I don't. I don't even know why I am posting this. I just want to know... why do I feel like dying without reason?