Well,I know that no girl will ever love me.I guess I deserve it,since at times I start to hate women very much,and at times I am verbally agresive with them.But this is just like my other obsesions,and it goes away after a while. Anyway,I'm kinda sad that I will never love or be loved. Girls like bad guys or confident guys anyway. I hope that being a virgin for life is not that bad,and I won't be considered a freak(that if anyone will find out my secret). And I am quite sure that I don't deserve to be loved by a girl. Am I suicidal?No But I'm sad.And sick of not talking to anyone. PS:I know that there will be oher guys with no relationships.I just hope I'll meet one someday,so I wont feel like the only one.