My sister gave birth today, so i'm an uncle now(sounds a bit old doesn't it ? ) Anyway, i visited her at the hospital today after work and offcourse i met several people of my family there, everybody oofcourse saying stuff to me like "now it's your turn", or "you still don't have a girlfriend ?", stuff like that. I just recently got some peace with my miserable life and now damn people are shoving my lonely life in my face again. Anyway, i'm happy for my sister and my brother in law, but i t doesn't really mean anything to me that i'm an uncle, i don't feel related to the child at all. I did so much for my sister and her friend, helped moving them to ther houses, (once after a night shift, without sleep for 48 hours moving untill the evening), when they bought a house i worked my ass off getting the trees and plants in their yard away, digging for waterpipes etc. played personal free taxy for them when my brother in law didn't have his driving liscense yet. But after all that they couldn't even give me a bit of friendship, i asked them to let them know when they would go to a party etc.(they used to go out with friends of them a lot) but they always forgot or something like that, when i wanted to visit them at home then i couldn't cause they' were cleaning or just leaving, or very tired, One of the last times i made a call to set a date to go there a day in advance and the next day after work( i was allready riding there) they just messaged me to call it off because they suddenly planned to go the movies(they didn't even bothered to ask me to go with them). They know i'm lonely so what gives them the fucking right to just use me when i'm convenient for work , transport,... Anyway last time they askes me to help them at their house i just refused, can't let people walk over me all my life. But it's making me sick that i try to do good things for everyone, always being ready to help, day and night and in the end almost nobody cares about this fucking loser. Even a bit of friendship is asking for too much. I can handle my lonely life at the moment, but i just don't need people to shove it in my face all the time. And i would love a bit of appreciation for the things i do for other people.Sometimes i just feel like a tool they use and throw waway when the job is done. :furious: Anyway, all things considered i'm doing fine (not great but not bad either) just had to get this out now.