I just can't emotionally deal with the fact that I'm ugly and poor and because of that no attractive woman wants to date me. I can't deal with the fact that I'm destined to be a lonely virgin forever. I just can't emotionally deal with the fact that those who bullied and abused me in high school were right about that no attractive women will ever want me. And this is not the first time that people say that I'm ugly. I just want to end my lonely and miserable life because I don't want to be lonely and socially rejected for the rest of my life.