yeh, I've always drank much when KI was drdfinking, and the fact that I barely ever have a ahngover from it, and almost never throw up because of it, makes me go on and on and on with drinking until.. basically never. I've always had a quite addictive personallyity and the first time I smoked weed was nice, then I heard about weedcookies... they made me feel happy at first, but it always ended up in a little panic attack. Then one time I had pina colada and a weedcookie, and my boyfriend at the time hadnt replied to a text I'd send him, one of my flatmates made a joke saying that maybe he didnt answer cos he was dead. It feraked me out and I ended up smashing a window and damaging stuff. That was the last time I had a weedcookie. I switched to hashcookies. they are better for me now it's gotten worse though. These days I drink like at least half a bottle of booze (rum, vodka, pina colada, apfelkorn, whatever's around) and I went from having 1 hashcookie at a time to 2 and sometimes even more cookies. it's no good, as many of you may have noticed my behaviour doesnt exactly improve by it. Hence me being under moderation now. it's bad and it sucks I know but it's the only thing that helps right now.