Today was probably one of my worst days. I feel like no one wants me, except for my parents. I love my mom and dad because they always make me feel like im not alone. Other than that, I feel like I'm that one annoying guy that bothers everyone and everyone doesn't want me there. I dont think im annoying. I'm just very shy. Also, I have a very hard time trying to get a girl. If you've read my other threads, you'd know I have a hard time trying to even talk to a girl. I've never gone on a date before, or kissed or been kissed. I've never found true love yet. Yet I really like this one girl. I have no idea if she wants me or not. Sometimes when I message her online, she just ignores me, but sometimes she likes to talk. Maybe she's just busy. Well, a dance and Prom is coming soon (April 2007). That may seem like a while, but I feel like I'm just going to skip it. As some of you US people know, Prom may seem like a big deal. I wouldn't know what to do. I'm so shy around girls, since I go to an all male high school. I just feel like giving up on everything, without a care in the world. One of these days, when I feel that the world is against me, wanting me to leave, then I will.