Well assignment day is looming on Friday. So far I've had 4 internet outages, and yesterday my computer had a major problem that I had to spend six hours fixing. Not sure how I fixed it so it might happen again. Still have toothache so I am seeing the dentist on Friday but they might not be able to do much as it might be because my wisdom is coming up under another tooth, so it would have to wait until next year. ugh. My body aches a lot recently and my motivation is at an all time low. I have a therapist apt today but only 30mins, like I can achieve much in that time. I don't even think it's worth going after all I won't be believed. Don't feel like eating, can't sleep much, so tired and over this study when everything is against me. To top everything off no money this year, so no christmas. Really want to curl up in a hole and buried myself. Keep crying all the time, and worried about what I might do to myself. I don't know how much more I can act ok and pretend that everything is going to be fine. Guess I'll eventually reach my limit but until then I'll keep coming on here.