I'm so bad, so worthless.
There is no point me being alive.
The emotional pain is too much.
I will never be able to relate to people. I thought I could, but there is no hope.
Its not a temporary problem I am dealing with. Me, my worthlessness, is terminal. I am useless, I don't belong here on this earth.
I will never be loved.
Noone will ever like me for who I am, because there is nothing to like.
I want to give up.
I have started hurting myself again, after nearly a year.
But I feel like I don't care any more.
Flashbacks, feeling I am permanently living in my past hell, through dreams, triggers, .. anything is a trigger, because I am always in my ugly, hateful body. I always see people who will never like me.
I want to die.
The pain of existing is too much.
There is no point me being alive.
The emotional pain is too much.
I will never be able to relate to people. I thought I could, but there is no hope.
Its not a temporary problem I am dealing with. Me, my worthlessness, is terminal. I am useless, I don't belong here on this earth.
I will never be loved.
Noone will ever like me for who I am, because there is nothing to like.
I want to give up.
I have started hurting myself again, after nearly a year.
But I feel like I don't care any more.
Flashbacks, feeling I am permanently living in my past hell, through dreams, triggers, .. anything is a trigger, because I am always in my ugly, hateful body. I always see people who will never like me.
I want to die.
The pain of existing is too much.