Well it is a longer story,but here it goes.
i had a twin brother he passed away.And it was hard to move on,but i did it.
After some time when i was about 15 in one week my sister got married and my grandmother died.
It was really hard for me and my parents.So my best friend taught me how to play the guitar,and we formed a band.it was good not to bad,but after 2 years the band broke up and me and my friend continued to play for our self's but a year after he died in car accident.He was only 18.
So i tried to find someone to help me,like a girlfriend.I was with one for 3 months and she cheated on me with one of my 'friends'.And i was really sad but after about year i met this girl and told her my story and she was like i will be there for you,but after 2 months she left me cause i was too good for her and that she doesn't like relationships(she is very cold hearted).And now 7 months have passed since the relationship,i miss my brother,my best friend,my grandmother and her the last girl i was with.I stopped playing the guitar that much since i was kicked out of 2 bands for being to much depressive.At one time i was writing songs but they were all depressive.i stopped doing that to cause it hurts me when somebody doesn't take them or me seriously just cause they are sad.
lately i have been drinking a lot of alcohol,cause it is just easier.And i really lost faith in people i don't speak with my friends that much,i just act that i am fine so they wouldn't ask cause they wouldn't understand(or pretend that they care).I am 19 years old
i had a twin brother he passed away.And it was hard to move on,but i did it.
After some time when i was about 15 in one week my sister got married and my grandmother died.
It was really hard for me and my parents.So my best friend taught me how to play the guitar,and we formed a band.it was good not to bad,but after 2 years the band broke up and me and my friend continued to play for our self's but a year after he died in car accident.He was only 18.
So i tried to find someone to help me,like a girlfriend.I was with one for 3 months and she cheated on me with one of my 'friends'.And i was really sad but after about year i met this girl and told her my story and she was like i will be there for you,but after 2 months she left me cause i was too good for her and that she doesn't like relationships(she is very cold hearted).And now 7 months have passed since the relationship,i miss my brother,my best friend,my grandmother and her the last girl i was with.I stopped playing the guitar that much since i was kicked out of 2 bands for being to much depressive.At one time i was writing songs but they were all depressive.i stopped doing that to cause it hurts me when somebody doesn't take them or me seriously just cause they are sad.
lately i have been drinking a lot of alcohol,cause it is just easier.And i really lost faith in people i don't speak with my friends that much,i just act that i am fine so they wouldn't ask cause they wouldn't understand(or pretend that they care).I am 19 years old