I'm in it for a very long haul of pure depression so I'm actually considering therapy, or at the very least some kind of anti-depression regiment cause I really don't know how I'm going to live with myself if I don't blind myself to the hopelessness that my life has become somehow. Problem is that I don't have any insurance. I also have a loser retail job with low pay so I don't know how I would pay for anything out of pocket. I just don't know but I need to know if it's somehow possible. Is this something that I can hope to at least be able to try or is it another hopeless thought.