I need to get a job to pay bills and such but I can't find a job that appeals to me even as something I would be willing to do part time. I have worked a number of jobs and many different kind of jobs. I have a high level of anxiety associated with jobs and job searching. The best job I think was driving for uber but I didn't make enough doing that and with [other circumstances] I am no longer willing to do that. It was however not stressful because I could do it at my own pace and if I wasn't feeling up to it I could just not drive and I didn't have to feel guilty leaving others without help. So I am stuck, I need to pay rent and other bills but have no way of doing so. I will be going back to university this fall but I don't know what my financial aid will look like yet and won't know for probably another month. I have no desire to move back in with my parents (I'm 26) and they don't want me to move back in either (though I think if it was absolutely necessary they would let me). I am an adult and I like having my own space (I don't ever want to get a roommate again either). Job stuff just stresses me out so much. I wouldn't mind sitting at a desk doing secretarial jobs ( I don't think anyway) but there aren't really any around here. I'm not sure what I'm going to do. When my anxiety is high I get paralyzed so I end up doing nothing and time flies away from me.
I kind of just rambled so sorry if it jumps a bit.
I kind of just rambled so sorry if it jumps a bit.