Sorry for my English. I'm not a native speaker. Because of my severe social anxiety. I have no job, no friend and no life in general. I have always thinking what is the point for me to continue to live on. Everyday is just another day for me. You can said that I have become numb. After so many years it's just impossible for me to get a job and trying to blend into the society again. I am worried about my future and what'll happen after my parents is not around anymore. And my dad is ill as well. He always went to the hospital for check up. And I has anger issue as well. Edit:Even now I'm worried that peoples who read my post'll be looking down at me. Blame the social phobia.