Ok I;ve posted quite a lot on here in the past, now I'm back because nothing has changed. I still have no life and no point in carrying on, Im only getting older I do nothing all day everyday weekends included, just at computer hours a day then sleep, wake up do the same.. don't speak a word 24/7 for days..then weeks..then months. Zero social contact at all, never leave the house either. I have no future prospects I don't have anything or anyone. There is no way to live life if you have no money, job, friends or acquaintances. I tried killing myself twice already but they were slightly feeble attempts, overdosing is not a realistic attempt really I think being hit by a vehicle is much more likely to be successful. I am sick of life, I have never been happy because I have always been alone and with nothing to do. Life seems like a dream, in the sense each day passes and i never leave my room, ever..for years. Im about to give up and take a much more extreme attempt on my life, the thought of death doesn't scare me anymore.