No matter what you tell me

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by pit, Jan 9, 2013.

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  1. pit

    pit Well-Known Member

    Deep down, I hate myself. The things I do and say, what I look like, where I come from, everything. I take insults and criticism more seriously because they come from an honest place. Compliments sound fake to me. Deep down I know I'm worthless. A worthless piece of shit. That's what my life is. More and more I can't stand it as the days go on, but I don't know what to do. A serious attempt would make everything worse. There's no place I can go to for help, as I have neither the time nor the money. Get togethers with friends don't do it anymore. I hold onto the maxim from It's a Wonderful Life - "No one's a failure if they have friends." I find that somewhat comforting, but soon will come the day when I have no friends. Then what?
     
  2. WildCherry

    WildCherry Staff Member ADMIN

    Just wondering what makes you think you're worthless?
     
  3. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    YOu have freinds hun and they will not desert you ok and you have here where people do understand hugs
     
  4. pit

    pit Well-Known Member

    'Cause of my schizoid disorder, I can't form an emotional and physical connection to anyone.
     
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