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No More Delaying the Inevtiable

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Godsdrummer, Jul 6, 2009.

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  1. Godsdrummer

    Godsdrummer Guest


    My car will die before it is paid off. I will have no credit or means to buy another.

    My teeth still hurt and I have no money even with dental insurance to get them fixed.

    My long distance relationship can't possible work long term.

    I have already breathed in black mold for God knows how long and am pretty sure I have heavily damaged my lungs.

    I have other abdominal issues that I can't afford to take care.

    Screw it. Tonight I am getting a big bottle of Jack and my tool, then drink the bottle down and do the deed.

    Why not?

    I mean might as well go out before I am homeless or diagnosed with cancer or worse.

    At least I will go with some dignity.
  2. Godsdrummer

    Godsdrummer Guest

    NEvermind. I can't do that to my kids.

    I am just a screwup.
  3. reefer madness

    reefer madness Account Closed

    I'm glad you changed your mind.
  4. LenaLunacy

    LenaLunacy Well-Known Member

    I'm glad you changed your mind.
    I know things seem bleak right now, but at least you have your kids and that's something to hold onto :hug:
    Hope you get things sorted.
  5. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    Bill!! :hug:

    I'm also glad you changed your mind :D
    Keep holding on, you never know how your life may change :arms:
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