She's only a singer, but a special one. All those posts I'd clocked up, it was all for nothing. I don't see much time left so a few things would help me along. I was a fan. But I can't listen to her anymore. Because he owns the site and is above the law. He can make homophobic comments, but brings me down for being positive with humor. He bans me, deletes me like something he had stepped in. That site was not the official one but now, I am forced off that one too. I now know how they really feel: "You could put people off" Yes, thats right I have depression, I could put people off. No one really cared, it was all lies, I wasn't wanted among their family of fans.