Apologies for the issue with a bizarre redirect on the site earlier today. There was a large server update and an error in an IP address had the traffic routing wrongly. No hacking or anything nefarious and nothing to worry about. Sorry for any stress/anxiety caused. Very best wishes - SF Admin
Hey. I am sorry you're feeling this way. I am in a similar bind right now. Try not to do something on impulse, it would probably be a mistake. This is a mutual support site and we all help out each other. Keep posting.
It is hard when hope seems to have disappeared from ones being i get that i really do and i have hung out here and this place can give some light and hope so try to release some of the darkness here ok. Let it out with words on the forum or go to chat speak there through maybe some pictures but don't fight darkness alone ok this place will help you.