Today apparently I stepped off the curb right into the path of a transit bus. I dont remember it at all. I remember leaving an appointment crying. Next I feel pain in my knee and ankle as I hit the ground. According to people there, I was standing at the crosswalk with others waiting to cross, but as the bus approached I just stepped right out. Some guy next to me grabbed me by the arm and literally threw me back to the sidewalk. Later that afternoon I must of been in my truck for quite sometime. I cut my arms up pretty bad and didnt know until I went to McD's to order something and the kid there starts yelling for a first aid kit. I dont think I'm going to make it til when I had planned. It's 2am I cant sleep and I've gone back to cutting several times already. Once and for all... I cant do this anymore!!!!!!!!!!!!!