I was obsessing over killing myself for months. And then suddenly I stopped caring. Stopped reading, stopped thinking about it. I just don't even get out of bed. Unemployed, I'm living off frugal savings. I get groceries delivered. I feel like I'll just sit until I die naturally. I went from want-to-kill-myself-all-the-time to not even caring. I don't care. I can just tune everything out. days go by - 24 hours at a time. I do absolutely nothing. not even tv/net ... just nothing. Is that a common progression? On the surface, maybe it means better because I'm not scoping out skyscrapers with balconies. But at the same time, I am not doing anything. I came back to this forum only to ask ... I'm surprised I have this much initiative. In any case, nothing hurts anymore.