I've decided to stop being selfish. People don't want to see a fat frump when they walk down the street. I can't do anything, I'm not good at anything. I'm not needed by anyone, hell I'm not even wanted anymore. I'm sick to death of making everyone miserable, things are just getting too complicated. So I'm going to stop being selfish and give everyone what they want. No more bothering people, no more getting in the way. It'll all be over and finally the pain will stop!