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Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Wastingecho, Oct 31, 2013.

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  1. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    no more no more no more no more no more no more

    can't look at myself any more - can't live with myself any more

    job is forcing to me to look at myself and realize how pathetic i am, how useless

    can't pick goals for the next year - i don't know what to do - they won't tell me what they want

    everyone else seems to be able to do this but me

    can't cry any more - thought i couldn't hate myself more than i already did

    was wrong

    hate what i am - hate who i am

    think the hate will finally make me strong enough to end this
     
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I am sorry your job is causing you so much pain hun it is hard to look at oneself i understand that
     
  3. Wastingecho

    Wastingecho Well-Known Member

    just reinforcing what i already know about myself, what i try to forget so that i get through the day

    so close yesterday - no one even realized it - too many people around who would have tried to stop me

    would've been finished if i hadn't lost my old kit - starting a new one
     
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