No more

[Shauna Lea]

Im just so tired of this, im almost numb to all the pain now. im used to being rejected by him, im used to not getting what i want to the point where i just dont give a shit about how i feel n e more. i kno what i want, but i just block it out cause no matter how hard i try, not matter how many tears fall, or words r yelled, im not going to get it.
I GIVE UP!

 

[Jodi]

Shauna Lea,

Im sorry your feeling such frustration at this time....have you ever tried discussing your feelings with this other person....do you have a therapist to talk to about some of these issues....are you in a safe enviroment???.....please feel free to lean on us as much as you need to ....we are here to help eachother through tough times....thinking of you...

 

[Shauna Lea]

Ive talked to him about it for hours on end, we never get n e where. And now he never wants to talk about it cause it just ends up in a fight or with tears. I gave up going to therapists about it, i kno what they r going to say, everyone says the same thing. I kno what i have to do but its alot easier said than done. No1 can help me except him and thats the frustrating part, for both me and him! i cant let this take me over n e more, i let myself get pushed around so much but i dont kno n e other way in life but to love him. Hes my only one! what am i supposed to do?

 

[worlds edge]

No1 can help me except him and thats the frustrating part, for both me and him! i cant let this take me over n e more, i let myself get pushed around so much but i dont kno n e other way in life but to love him. Hes my only one! what am i supposed to do?

Forgive my skepticism, but is it possible that this relationship might not be the healthiest thing to be in at this point? I'm not trying to belittle you or talk down to you, it just seems like there's a bit of a disconnect between what you're expecting and what he's capable of delivering. And if that's an unfair statement, I apologize, it is just how I read your post.

 

[gentlelady]

Shauna at this point I think the best thing for you to do is take a break from each other. I know that may not be what you want to hear, but if you are hurting each other depite the attempts at communicating, you need to find out where you really stand. You need a relationship that is healthy for you. This does not appear to be so at this time. Maybe somday it could be, I can't say. The most is important thing is that you take care of yourself and are safe. We are here for you to talk with anytime. Please take care Shauna. :hug:

 

[I Miss You]

Shauna hun.please listen to me.i just wanted you to know that i love you and i care about you.you can pm me anytime and we can talk about it.you mean a lot to me sweetheart.please dont do this to me.i couldn't forgive myself if something ever happened to you.please just talk to me