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[anne1122]

i dont think i can try anymore. FEeling so low and i dont know what to do with myself, cant seem to get out of this. I jsut want it to end. There is nothing for me here anymore, the only person I truly love is my niece and I dont get to see her that often anyway, i know eople will be upset but it is MY decision.

 

[Jenny]

Hi

You sound exhausted, like you've been trying to struggle on for ages? I'm so sorry things are not improving.. does anyone know how you're feeling at the moment? I guess at the end of the day you are right in that it is you decision but I truly hope you'll reconsider and reach out for some help and support.. do you have any avenues around such as a friend or helpline or anything? Keep writing here if it helps.

Thinking of you
Jenny

 

[anne1122]

Yes been struggling a long time. I have a job interview today and I dont even want to go. I just want to stay in bed. I dont want my family, or anything. Feeling so low, Im sorry to sound so negative but this is the only place I feel that i can be honest and myself. I feel like a doormat for everyone and i dont feel like im smart enough to hold a job. If i cant, and make no money how will i survive anyway

 

[Jenny]

No need to apologise.. you're welcome to post here as much or as little as you'd like. Sorry to hear you've been struggling a long time.. sounds exhausting. If you do manage to make the job interview I hope it goes well.. I know how hard I find job interviews at the best of times, especially having to try to sell yourself.. hope things improve for you really soon.. keep writing if it helps x

 

[total eclipse]

Hi hun i hope you can find someone to talk to okay It helps Job interview i hope you do make it hun it may be one thing that keeps you going a job
Sometimes my job is the only reason i get up I do hope you start feeling a little strong hun call your doctor okay if you are not feeling better hugs

 

[anne1122]

I went to my interview. When I came home there was an outragous credit card bill becasue I have been living on it. I dont know anymore, i just have no more left in me. Sorry if im being a downer, just how i feel. i feel like a loser, a complete loser.

 

[Dave123]

Hi,

It's sad to know your feelings but please you should rethink what you are saying here.

Find happiness, find something good to do and i bet you'll never think of such low thing

 

[Jenny]

Well done for getting to the interview.. how did it go? You don't need to apologise for being on a downer.. i'm just sorry that you're feeling this way. Please do keep writing if it helps though.. xx

 

[anne1122]

I think the interview went ok, but I am so sick right now, I cant really do anything, like my cleaning that I like to do when i feel bad. Feeling sick makes my depression worse, so I am in a bad spot right now. May have to go to a clinic or something tomorrow, having difficulty with my breathing. probably bronchitis. I have no insurance, so i got all the vitamins and am sitting in the bathroom with the steam to clear the lungs out