just wanted my mum to protect me, is that so wrong? just want a mum to be a mum, to hold you safely, look after you wehen your not well. to tell you it will be ok...nothing.....she don't contact me, she knew i was being raped and she even i believe let it happen,. she saw things, she laughed. well tonight mum, just like your brother....my uncle, we both died in syn...we both died taking our lifes. RIP Roger white, be with you soon.