Well despite all the smiling faces this forum seems to have no one cares about me , youve never met me you dont know how pathetic i am. No one gives me the time of day and im sick of it, sick of being ignored, sick of being bullied, sick of all the heart and the pain. I've never thought of suicide but i just dont think i have a tear left to cry, or any being left in me to carry on . ive said to people how i feel and they just shrug it off like it doesnt matter so maybe i should just end it all. My parents are alchoholics, ive had no friends since ive moved and ive nowhere left to go...ive run out of choices .