I try to reach out to get some comfort, but no-one wants to talk to me, not even on here. what do I have to do? I'm not a bad person, just bad things always seem to happen to me. I have nothing left to give, and no reasons to go on. I wish there was a easy way out, I wish I could go to bed and never wake up, but day in day out I do. They say people die of a broken heart, but not me. Words though only now seem to be words..its not what you say but what you do. I wish there was a quick fix, a wish a hug or a smile could take this neverending pain I feel. Even my doctor said to me I know you don't want to die...what does he know. No-one knows how I really feel. Even said when people want to die they will eventually find a way...that was like a red rag to a bull. "you're stronger than that" he said but no i'm not, not anymore. I've lived with this since my mid twenties...feelings of worthlessness, depression and not feeling i'm good enough. I don't think I can come back from this now....I want it to end and I want to be at peace. I can't live with whats in side my head anymore. If I tell someone..what will they do send me to psych unit..why...my life will still be the same!!!