no one understands

[art explosion]

im just so over my self and everyone else around me I don't see point anymore. I was molested two years ago and it didn't catch up to bother me till now it's made me severely depressed. I'm on antidepressants and the other night i cut myself I felt so guilty but it felt good. it felt like I was releasing the anger and emotion in ways I can't explain. I can't go to school I find it hard enough as it is to get out of bed in the morning. I hate myself and my life I know it's selfish but I don't wanna be here

 

[pancake111]

Try to listen to a song that makes you happy, or is uplifting. I promise you it works. I won't take the depression away, but it will help you to get going.

 

[Sadeyes]

If you are on medication, then a doctor is involved in your care. Please speak to someone and tell him/her how you are feeling. You were the victim and did nothing wrong. I hope you believe that. PTSD can come on a while after any traumatic event. Depression is one of the problems that accompany that. If the medication is not effective, please also tell your doctor that.

 

[Kiba]

I'm sorry your feeling this way.. You seem very overwhelmed and frustrated.. I hope you can find ways to release some of your emotional tension in a way that doesn't make you feel guilt afterward. :hug: