I talk about my suicidal feelings - a lot. Maybe too much cos I find that people close to me don't want to know. It might be that they're fed up with me going on and maybe they cut themselves off cos it's hard to deal with, I don't know, but I find talking about it helps me not to do it. So now I feel that no one gives a shit and maybe I should just do it after all? Has anyone else had this experience or is it just my family and friends who don't give a shit?