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Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by PJLane, May 13, 2013.

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  1. PJLane

    PJLane Well-Known Member

    I am feeling incredibly stressed and under so much pressure to kill myself. I feel like i have absolutely no options left. I have been suicidal and planning my death for so long that it feels like fate, like something that has to happen and I cant keep putting it off. I cant leave the house, i cant get treatment and I have just run out of time. I cant even use my preffered method as I have run out of time and cant wait any longer. I am meant to goto a doctors appointent tomorrow and I simply cant handle it, I have agoraphobia and social anxiety and leaving the house is simply impossible. However I also cant not go to this appointment as it has already been delayed so many months and I will likely be kicked out of my parents house if I dont go. I have thought of going to a hospital or crisis centre but I am just so terrifed and dont think i can stomache it. There are just so many things that I need to do and I cant do any of them and I dont know how I am meant to get through another day.
     
  2. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    I am so sorry you are feeling this way...it does seem that going to the hospital and getting the treatment you need is the most pressing goal...can someone accompany you? Please consider that...wishing you better times
     
  3. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Hi there, from the years 2004-2008 I could not leave the house at all. So I do understand what you are going through, I do believe you have other options..I will list them here;

    Try and get a psychiatrist or therapist to visit you at home, problem is, if they will agree to do that..you will probably have to pay privately.

    Use helplines such as the samaritans or whatever you have in your country.

    Talk to a family member about how you feel and about the suicidal thoughts.

    Use this site for support like you're already doing.

    And I am so sorry you have to go through what I did. It is a horrid situation to be in. I overcame over my fears and got better, if I could do it, anyone can. Good luck to you.
     
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