just a toy. just a toy. just a toy that's all i was and all i am just a sex toy to them. shaped and posed, passed along, broken and damaged. nobody cared. raped and abused. beaten and hurt. nobody cares. when do memtoeis stop? they don't do they. i don't want to be here anymore. i want to die. i want to die i want to die. seeing the face feeling the pain feeling the blame. i want to die. my life is nothing and never has beem. cause those that came near hurt me. i don't like any of this. i don't want to be here. i wanted to be held by soeone safe but no place is afe.